Thursday, December 01, 2005
蝴蝶
<蝴蝶> 词/曲： 陶喆
当这世界已经准备将我遗弃
像一个伤兵被留在孤独荒野里
开始怀疑我存在有没有意义
在别人眼里我似乎变成了隐形
难道失败就永远翻不了身
谁来挽救堕落的灵魂?
每次一见到你心理好平静
就像一只蝴蝶飞过废墟
我又能活下去 我又找回勇气
你的爱像氧气 帮忙我呼吸
我又能呼吸
我又能呼吸
你就是不愿意放弃
生命充满乱七八糟的问题
像走在没有出口的那个迷宫里
oh no 一次又一次只会用借口逃避
怎么你从来没对我彻底的死心?
我有何德何能值得你珍惜
为何你对我有求必应?
每次一想到你像雨过天晴
看见一只蝴蝶飞过废墟
是那么的美丽就像一个奇迹
让我从倒下的地方站起
woo....
只要一靠近你
就觉得安心
你看着我的眼 没有怀疑
你对我的相信
让我又能重生
不管世界多冷我还有你
我有你
爱我这样的人对你来说不容易
我的痛苦你也经历
你是唯一
陪我到天堂与地狱
每次一想到你
像雨过天晴看见一只蝴蝶飞过了废墟
我能撑得下去 我会忘了过去
是你让我找回新的生命
yeah.. 每次一见到你就心存感激
现在我能坦然面对自己
我会永远珍惜我会永远爱你
在我心底的你的位置 没有人能代替
yeah 你就是那唯一
夜的诗人：“
Last saturday I was at David Tao's concert, and I guess it would be the last show that I would be paid (peanuts) to attend. But nonetheless, it was a superb performance by the superstar of Chinese R&B. He sang this song only in the Singapore concert because it was the sleeper hit that took off only here. He wrote this song to describe a period where he had very low spirits and his relationship with God was particular patchy. Well ... sort of like mine right now. Anyway, I like this song very much also.
The problem with blogging is, unlike writing a diary, you cannot effectively control who gets to read them. And for a cautious person like myself, I always have the dilemma of whether to just let my feelings go, or to go easy on others'. The current degree of voice control over the cyberspace suggests that I should not blog on workplace happenings or anything politically incorrect.
Everytime I let people know what I do for part time, they are usually envious of the fringe benefits that I get. To be frank, if it was for the money, I would have quit long long ago. Let's call it a 'token' amount. To be fair as well, it is not exactly very hard work. Tsk ... it's just dirty work. It's part of service industry after all; smiling at difficult and unreasonable people and requests are part and parcel of a day's work.
So far, I had tolerated the 'token' amount and work nature pretty well. But it's the co-worker environment that broke the camel's back. Lotsa politics, bickering and bo liao stuff. Basically, it's petty issues that's taken out of context and revenge venged at work time. Of course, there are the not-so-自动 and over-zealous-but-unneccesary people, and the expect-and-talk-a-lot-but-siam-any-trouble-superiors. And also, now start to 流行 shoot email liaoz since the migration to be more IT-fied. Now don't need to come up with the balls to talk straight in the face liaoz. Forget to button up also can get email. And I don't really get the 'be proactive' part anyway, maybe you should demostrate some of those to us. Oh .. there's also the easily-ang-bak and talk-a-lot-cock people. After all these complains, there's a lot of pretty nice people around still. And I really 佩服 them for their 金刚不患之身, to carry on working and be happy at the same time.
That's what I gonna learn during my IA, to get a 金刚不患之身.
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taxi taker at 1:16 AM