Saturday, April 23, 2005
忙与盲
〈忙与盲〉词:袁琼琼 张艾嘉 原唱：张艾嘉曾有一次晚餐和一张床
在什么时间地点和那个对象
我已经遗忘 我已经遗忘
生活是肥皂香水眼影唇膏
许多的电话在响
许多的事要备忘
许多的门与抽屉
开了又关关了又开 如此的慌张
我来来往往
我匆匆忙忙
从一个方向到另一个方向
忙忙忙忙忙忙
忙是为了自己的理想
还是为了不让别人失望
盲盲盲盲盲盲
盲的已经没有主张
盲的已经失去方向
忙忙忙盲盲盲
忙的分不清欢喜和忧伤
忙的没有时间痛哭一场
夜的诗人：“
Currently facing a serious lack of inspiration ...
A sudden brake from all those accelerating and pushing, really killed my engine. Now I don't feel like going back to the hectic life of waking up early and then studying till late into the night. Heard a radio clip on Class 95, about a guy describing himself for a blind date program. He described himself as a car,
"Single well groomed 'Porsche' - 1978 model, low mileage, high performance. Proven ability to perform and not wander off. Exterior in mint condition and warm, affectionate and sensitive in interior. Package includes humour, imagination and intelligence. Looking for a cheerful, affectionate, independent lady with confidence, humour and intelligence!"
I can't imagine the lengths guys can go to make themselves sound like something they aren't at all. How can anything proven to perform be of low mileage? Maybe there are many others of his type? Maybe he forgot to add 'high turnover rate' and 'low resale value'. I think only dumber factions of our fairer counterparts will fall for it. And I really can't take the part where he calls himself a 'Porsche'. He really thinks he is a black 'stud' from Stuttgart (think Porsche logo). Man ... then I can be 'Lamborghini' or a 'Koenigsegg' liaoz.
I thought I won't bitch online ... and here I am. It's all in the blood lah. I am born in the year of the dog.
Well ... looking forward to better times, can really help me tide over busy, difficult periods, and times when you couldn't decide why and for what you are working so hard for.
To do after the exams:
1. Back up all school work onto CDs and clear up my harddisk
2. Unpack my stuff I moved back from hall and clean up my room
3. Plan Tibet trip
4. Train for AHM
5. Finish the books 挪威的森林 and 未央歌
6. Plan and handover WSC stuff
7. Get Guan to help me setup home network
8. Cycle home, and maybe round island
9. Pay a visit to my alma mater
10. Catch 雪狼湖 and 五月天 concert.
I think my ten-things-to-do list is harder to acheive than Sammm's. So nobody's going to get to shoot me for not acheiving them. And as I write all these here, I wish I am at the Jonanthan Lee and Emil Chau concert. They must be still having a great time, right now.”
taxi taker at 10:50 PM