Friday, June 10, 2005
你快乐所以我快乐
<你快乐所以我快乐> 作词:林夕 原唱：王菲你眉头开了
所以我笑了
你眼睛红了
我的天灰了
啊...天晓得既然说
你快乐于是我快乐
玫瑰都开了
我还想怎么呢？
求之不得求不得
天造地设一样的难得
喜怒和哀乐
有我来重蹈你覆辙
你头发湿了
所以我热了
你觉得累了
所以我睡了
天晓得不问为什么心安理得？
夜的诗人：“
A hot and humid afternoon drove me to pick up 'The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy' at the neighborhood's library earlier than I would want to.
Today should be marked as 'relief' for me, because as of today, my major commitments with the organisation has ended. According to the Career Guidance Workshop, I now have more bragging rights (to any potential employers) in regards to my leadership experiences. Not that I am proud of it or anything. I myself is not very sure if the tenure, and the event as well, should be counted as successful or not. Of course the staffs were glad it went through smoothly. Actually they cannot be bothered with the quality of it anyway, as long as it was 'trouble-free' for them. Well, at least they were the only ones who showed some kind of gratitude and appreciation. Oh, and 'Eric' and a few of them as well.
I am wondering why do I still feel like crap when all the saigang were over and done with. Why is it that I don't feel gratified after the core papers, the release of the their results, the GE exams and then finally this camp? Am I numbed already? I realised I haven't felt happy for a long time liaoz. And I'm not the only one. Ede says he plays soo much computer games just to fill up the emptiness in his time, not exactly because he finds joy in them. I searched for things that made me happy, but they didn't quite work the same way anymore. 梁静茹 manages to offer some consolation, but already not quite the same thing. Hmm .. maybe I am hard to please bah. But I really haven't felt so lost and low for a long time liaoz.
Of all the places and people, I learned how to play this song, at the camp, from a staff who only listens to English songs and jams Coldplay.”
taxi taker at 8:20 PM